I want it to come to an end!

Haiz..when can it end?? The more I want it, the harder it is..what can I do?? How? Does bury all the memories help? Will this be the last time I reminisce? The pain just comes back so easily, like it was yesterday...

I'm tired, really really tired..now tell my mind, you are just making yourself more tired..let it go..you are waiting for nothing..no one is gonna return what you waiting for...it's always the same..the only thing you get is disappointment, sadness...yea..nothing else...